It also allows people in my life to not feel like they have to walk on eggshells about this part of me because I’m breaking the ice by clomping around and playfully shouting things like, “The compulsions are winning!” How I talk about my mental health sets the tone for everyone else. While life would be easier for all of us if my OCD didn’t exist in the first place, it does exist so the least I can do is not make it a somber affair when I ask/force John to wipe down his car seats. The first is that it makes it a lot easier for everyone around me to tolerate my compulsions if we can joke about it. I consistently turn to humor in these moments for two main reasons. Perhaps the most useful time I use humor to cope with hardship is when it comes to my OCD. I know my fiancé loves and cares about me, so if he wants to throw out a zinger every now and then by all means! Would I feel the same if my ex made a joke about walking out on me? Probably not-but then again, I wouldn’t know if he did since he cut off all contact. There is a difference between calling attention to something that already happened in a funny way and being cruel through the guise of “humor.” I also think it matters who is telling the joke. Jokes, like most things, have nuance to them. It would feel like it was a betrayal of myself-not to mention a huge, missed opportunity for laughs-to mark certain things “off limits for jokes.” That’s not to say I would find all jokes about my trauma funny. Joking around has gotten me through my darkest moments and further enhanced my brightest ones. But, for me, humor has always been my greatest ally. Not everyone leads with humor in their life. I don’t think it is the right choice for everyone to joke about their broken engagement or mental illness or various traumas. I felt protective of John and annoyed that a stranger was deciding what is off limits in my personal relationship. Major red flag.” Reading that and seeing the subsequent likes on it made me bristle. Plus, I got to laugh really hard, which is hands down my number one favorite thing to do.Īnd yet, when I shared this exchange online and made it clear that I found it to be light-hearted and fun, some people shared their distaste, including one Instagram comment that read, “with him knowing your past trauma, I don’t think it should be brought up, not even jokingly. Being direct about what his joke made me think of while simultaneously burning him in the process allows me to take control of the moment and my own narrative. It would feel much worse to me to hear my current fiancé make a joke about calling off our wedding and then have to pretend it didn’t remind me of what already happened. One of the things I have always loved about my current relationship is that we have never had to tiptoe around the fact that I was engaged before and that that person abruptly left. When that moment happened in real life, we both burst into laughter, and I felt proud of my quick retort. For example, I recently shared an exchange with my fiancé where he jokingly threatened to call off our wedding and-since my ex had already done that two years ago-I replied, “Try to be original for once.” But when it comes to making fun of myself and my lived experiences, I feel as though I should get to decide what is or isn’t okay. I don’t believe that everything is fair game for comedy, and I am firmly opposed to any sort of humor that hurts people for the sake of a (most likely racist or homophobic) joke. That’s partly why it’s been surprising to see people trying to monitor what is and isn’t appropriate for me to joke about online when it comes to my own life.
But I am not everyone and the ability to joke about the darker parts of my life and history has always been my favorite coping skill. I’ll admit that this brand of humor isn’t for everyone.
The silly video ends with me lamenting “not again!” to an empty room. So many issues that are then projected onto her partner.” In the TikTok, I address this criticism while oblivious to the fact that John is sneakily packing his bags and “leaving me” in the background. One of my favorites to date is a video where I addressed a comment that said, “It’s starting to make sense why the previous guy left. If you follow me on social media, you’ve probably noticed that I make a lot of jokes about my ex-fiancé walking out on me.
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